This side of the motorway we've had all sorts going on here, rain, sun, smiles and yeah, radical mood swings by all! I hold my hands up, I joined in at one point when I was feeling totally hacked off...I ended up winging a book across the room in sheer frustration!
I'm trying to get to the end of the GCSE maths course i'm doing, even though I struggle with dyscalculia the tutor has set me for being able to achieve a grade C but possibly a B if I 'put in the extra effort'. Apparently that's what my assessment has predicted...and i'm struggling to keep the level. It's not that I cant do the work, heck yes it is! I cant get my mind to comprehend many of the sequences and it makes me feel like i'm stupid and just want to quit. It doesn't help when Scott makes jokes about it, he's a whizz in maths but instead of answering me when I ask a question he tells me the answer, and thats not what I need! If I didn't need this so much i'd have sacked it ages ago. It just doesn't seem worth it in my world. But on I will plod.
My IT course is now complete, i've passed all the units and now just waiting to sit the exam which can take up to about 8 weeks. I'm not too concerned about that one funnily enough!!
Maybe I just need to get away for a day or so and think about something totally different?
Kirsten was off school today with a sore throat, so she spent most the day on the sofa sipping iced lemon water and dangling that imaginary bell! Charley was a little darling and kept going over to her and reading one of his books in his language! He would come into the kitchen to me, get some raisins or fruit or something and go take it to Kirsten, I think it was his way of taking care of her!! Then he decided to wash his hair...with kitchen cleaner! Two sprays and his lil curls were all bubbly, he couldn't figure out what was going on!! Then he thought it was great to bring all of his toys from his room downstairs...one by one wanged over the bannister...I tell ya, I just dont know what happens in his head sometimes!! LOL As my sister said about one of her sons once 'i'm sure he's wired wrong'! LOL Sometimes I think Charley is...especially when he's insisting (and I mean really insisting) that the fly thats buzzing happily round the room HAS to go in the garden, so i'm there then dancing round with a cushion or towel flicking the darned thing towards the door or window!! I wonder who's the cracked on in our house!! :)
Mood swings have been high this last two days in my house...Scott had a very late night at his friends on Saturday, didn't catch up with sleep yesterday so today he was grouchy, Kirsten had a sleepover on Saturday and hasn't caught up with sleep either and me, well you already know about my tantrum! Very mature I can tell ya!
Tomorrow i'm off out with my friend Zoe for a couple of hours...just because if I dont I swear i'm going to go nuts!!! :)
The pictures from hsms will find their way on here soon as I pull my head together...then I can also catch up with some blogs! What a neglectful blogger-buddy I am eh? :S
Right, enough of my moaning, i'm off to bed! :)
Debsxx
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